Okay so I know I haven’t posted on here since the summertime (and I’m sorry) but I’ve been so caught up in my life that I kind of forgot.
So here’s an update:
I ended up losing 15 lbs from May - August. I felt healthier, happier, and a lot prettier. Working out had become more of an enjoyable thing rather than a chore and eating healthy had become a way of life. I set out on this journey to be happier in life and this summer was the happiest I’ve ever been. I went to the one direction concert in a wedding dress (which was a little easier with all my newfound confidence hahaha) and HARRY STYLES PROPOSED TO ME. it was the best thing to ever happen to me and I still feel like it was a dream.
Anyways, a week after that I went back to school and it was a rude awakening. I failed my first Organic chemistry exam, not knowing the amount of effort this class was going to require. So in order to prepare for the next exam, I studied nonstop and got TWO tutors, and was able to get a B+ (yay) but the downside is, is that I haven’t been able to exercise AT ALL. Like maybe once every two weeks. I can feel myself gaining weight and becoming lazier. I tried to go run over the weekend and I couldn’t even run a mile. It was pathetic and I feel like I’m back where i started. I keep telling myself it’s okay because I need to focus on school, which is true, but I also don’t want to lose all of my hard earned progress. I don’t know what to do at this point.
Also, I commute to school an hour away so I usually end up coming home really late without eating anything all day and when I do get home, I’m not interested in eating healthy, especially when I don’t have time and energy to prepare something cooked. So I just eat whatever, whether it’s healthy or not.
My lifestyle has become so fast paced that it’s disgusting and I am slowly gaining weight (NOT TO MENTION I GAIN WEIGHT LIKE CRAZY WHEN I AM STRESSED AND IM LITERALLY ALWAYS STRESSED)
Everything is piling up at once and this blows. If anyone has any advice please, please, please let me know. :(
Someone should really talk to homegirl going to the concert in a wedding dress. That level of thirst is just embarrassing for everyone - her, her family, friends, the boys, tumblr, reddit, The Obamas, Beyonce, The Spice Girls…..
Just so you know, I’m not a carrot. I’ve been a fan for a long time and I don’t think you understand that I could not live the rest of my life without being noticed my one direction. So I’m sorry that you’re embarrassed because I HAD THE BALLS to do something that no one else has done. And do you know where it got me? HARRY FUCKING SAID MY NAME AND ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM. That’s more attention from one direction than you will ever see. Sorry.
luke hemmings makes me want to punch myself right in the fucking face